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I have a feeling this is gonna be me. I will be the unlucky few on this earth to never experience a romantic relationship.

I am 27 and never had a real girlfriend before. Not in middle school, not in high school, and not as an adult. There was a girl when I was 6 or 7 years old that I thought was ugly and we were "boyfriend/girlfriend" and there was that one time when I was 18 and had a "girlfriend" for a week, but she ended up becoming a transgender dude. I especially never had anything long term and mutual.

I seek a woman that has never had a romantic bond with a guy, meaning no previous boyfriend or first love. I may or may not find that. But even so, it still will not be the same as if me and a girl met when we were young. I envy those who met their loves when they were young.

Who do you think learns from their mistakes - or even their partner's mistakes - and overall learns from their experiences in relationships with the opposite sex?

I feel like men do because you have guys out there who don't know what they had till it's gone, and that was a serious wake up call for them. And as dudes get older they will be honest and tell you how they messed up in a relationship. But also you have a lot of guys who were really very good to a woman and she was the one who took that completely for granted and walked away, and although it leaves those guys pretty broken, they eventually develop motivation from that breakup and do and become a lot better than where they were before. Even those videos from Coach Craig Kenneth profiled guys who wrote letters to him about their devastating breakup but how they later on became a lot stronger and were doing better things with their lives, and then that's when their ex girlfriends came back but the guys were no longer interested, or questioned if they even wanted to be back together.

I notice that women very rarely ever talk about mistakes they made in a relationship, how they regretted hurting the other person, or even how they could've done better. They will more often blame men for problems they had or for the bad relationship period, never taking any responsibility for their failures in it. They also tend to keep going back to guys who are toxic and don't even give a shit about them but turn their backs on guys who really do. I feel like the mentality of a lot of women is to just keep moving to the next guy and the next, or going back to what is problematic but familiar, instead of changing what's going on inside themselves.

But what do you guys think?

I’m grew up in a small redneck town. I was raised by my grandparents who were extremely racist. As I grew older I started to understand them more. From personal experience I realized that majority of blacks are low lives. I know very few of them are good, but the most of them are lazy, no ambition, and have no desire to do better for themselves. Most of them are subhuman.

I was borderline kkk before I met by black wife Christine 2 years ago. It started off as a black girl fetish friends with benefits, then we fell in love and became a couple. Then it lead to marriage the next year. Christine is the love of my life. If anyone said something racist to her I’d have no problem breaking their nose and going to jail. But I still hate most black people. Christine doesn’t know how I feel. And I plan on never telling her for the sake of our marriage.