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I would not think of saying i want him to stay bc pride and bc its his call. BUT i have very strong feelings and i sense he wants to know i care. he is saying he might go but not sure he wants to-a few months earlier he was positive he wanted to go. Sine then we have been growing closer. We always had strong attraction but i think we are really liking each other as people now.

Im sad to not get a chance to get to know him now that it FINALLY got off the ground. it took a year bc we were both too shy, but if he is leaving i accept it. i just do not want to regret saying nothing. I acted like i wanted him to go before and i regret it.

I think he wants to know i care if he stays BUT not sure and i am worried anything i say he will take it as my expecting something and i do not and him thinking that will really bother me. So I don't know how or what to say.

Any thoughtful suggestions appreciated. Thank you :)

Oh I don't know if it helps but he did clear up he had feelings in the past but thought i did not feel the same. I am of course in the dark as to his feelings 'now' he conveniently left hat out. Maybe in two year she will tell me about now and i just will not know about then ;p