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I went out with this girl a few times a few months ago and we stopped seeing each other because she saw other people.
After three different relationships, being cheated on, drugged and taken advantage of. She replied to me when I wished her happy holidays.
We went out again, but she delt a massive blow during the date by telling me everything that happened and how many guys she had sex with since the last time I saw her.
It lead to mediocre sex and we had a heart to heart and she said she really liked me. I've treated her better than anyone else has. She promised to not ghost me, but she wanted time to figure herself out after everything that happened.
I told her how much I liked her and what I wanted. She said it low key meant so much because I was the only person who checked on her.
But, I know her. She's wanting to be wild and do her wacky shit. She cancelled our next date, and never got back to me the day of another.
I know she was disappointed with the sex. I'm not the person she normally goes with. I don't drink, never have done drugs and I prefer to stay home than go party.
She acknowledged I'm good for her and I could be something that helps her. But her actions speak different.
At this point, I've given up. I can't play this fucking game anymore.
But will she even acknowledge or care that I've given up?