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For about the longest time i did have a bad fear of death, but due to recent events in my life and such (lets just say i stared into an abyss and i came back), i find myself no longer really scared of it anymore.

So its like we all know death awaits us at some point in our life, but in my opinion its just not worth fear it, because when you really think about it we were never conscious for the billions of years before our birth so thinking of that makes me feel like death really won't be terrible.

Now dying on the other hand while i also don't quite fear it, i do understand it will suck badly usually. whatever dying illness i receive it won't be happy times for sure.

And this is not to say that when my time does come I will be in those final moments a little afraid, because truly we all are its just human nature to have that fight or flight response to it. but up until that moment, i just don't fear it anymore.

I also feel more fearless in general. not as much a coward these days. How about you guys?

Also if you still fear death ill just say i get you! its just a huge unknown. KNOW ONE knows what really truly happens other than our bodies decomposing. But just try to think it through logically. its not as scary as you might think. The dying part won't be great but death itself just isn't to me anymore.

Also if you believe in an afterlife i do respect your faith, but please be respectful of mine and others too.

For the first time I will reveal her real name. The girl that I sometimes called "Emily" in my previous G@G questions is actually Kendall. We've talked occasionally since September, and even more often since May.

actually I missed her calls then i did call her, we conversated a little, she introduced "Shelby" then we talked too in the same video call then Kendall said they're eating

yesterday KENDA left me on delivered for a few hours so i left her on read for about 14 hours only for her to respond then we snapped a few times then she left me on delivered for 6+ hours only to get two missed calls from her

Kendall surprised me with two guys.. one of them Aiden and especially the other guy (Alex).. she sent me a snap and it was just a snap of a blonde guy (Alex) he looks either 17 or 18 it wasn't even a girl. She hangs with two girls as well, usually one at a time.

she never said we were boyfriend and girlfriend HOWEVER she just i was cute, sexy and said she likes me.. so she was indirectly saying she was in love with me

i ran outta responses to say to kendall so i got some ideas and even brought up my own ideas from my other friends —mind you, it's both guys and girls
she left a group chat of mine after she came over to it filled with some religious paleoconservatives, her and her female friend were literally online fighting my conservative friends.. which i wasn't expecting a true friend to do. her snap score is almost 1.5 million and she snaps to people like 1000 times a day and i snap less than 100 a day