Search Results: a guy's smile

He's in his 20s, introverted, has been checked out at least 5 times, hasn't actually dated, but has had at least 2 girls that knew him like that, that have had a crush on him, he got hit on by another guy, two women that were strangers told another guy that they were trying to holla at him, he was told that he can find a better looking woman, when someone claimed that he had a crush on them, that he should try to get one of the "cute" girls, that worked at a certain restaurant, some women seem to watch him very closely on social media, when he does go out, generally women make eye contact and smile at him, but some don't even make eye contact with him. He's been rejected a couple of times, but the last time was 8 years ago. Hasn't asked anyone out since then.

The phrase seems to be thrown around a lot and it's fair. Some people are just Doomed Eternally. The ones who have the right people around them to build them up. They better fuckin appreciate where they're at.

Feelings are are to find. I think to fight for happiness you'd have had to have it. Because I've honestly forgotten what that is really. I can smile for thank yous and laugh on other cues. But what is it, that they have. I wish we all knew what we were looking at. Otherwise it's not as important to you as it looks to be for others. It only hurts, that's all. Any happy there hurts. It isn't a big deal to hurt. I don't know why others freak if they're wounding up single. To know you'll never see that smile because it was you. You're buried because you let yourself die a thousand times. Every moment now feels like a lie, I don't want to see me either, because it's not me, I know it's not me here. I'm with them, we're laughing and smiling the fk out of one another. Everything in my head comes out with no apologies. "But the other guy seems so good for her, I'm just stuck in my head". She's there, she's open, she knows. "But she'll regret it". The voices are much more convincing as you get older.