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I’m supposed to be starting on Tuesday and that start date is dependant on whether the company can give me a laptop.

The thing is I feel really unwell because I have stopped taking an anxiety pill cold Turkey due to having finished my supply and not knowing that, that was the last set of pills left and now I’m suffering pretty bad withdrawal symptoms like Hallucinations, drunk feeling, nauseous, just unwell. The pharmacy will be giving me another supply on Tuesday. On top of that, the heatwave in the UK is making it impossible for me to sleep nearly every night. It is now 6am and I have not slept at all. I don’t feel ready for Tuesday to be honest and I am not quite sure how to say if it is possible to start the Following Monday. Obviously, I don’t want to lose this job because of it.

So, my friend stopped replying 3 weeks ago. I sent a 2nd text 6 days later... still left on read. And then, I sent a 3rd text 7 days after the 2nd. It was basically a farewell message. Told them that they should have been more honest, etc. My friend's been posting on their social medias ever since they stopped replying (showing off the fact that they were living their best life).

My "friend" replied to me 8 days after my 3rd text. They said that "I didn't do anything wrong, and that they went through some dramatic events lately, which they'll tell me about later... and that they hope that I'm doing good, and that they think about me even though it doesn't really seem like it".

It's been one day. Haven't replied yet. I don't know what to say, but all I know is that I will not block them. I mean, what if what they said was true? It's probably some made up excuses, but what if?

So is it okay to just leave them on read for a couple of days? Y'know, I'm not 100% ready to reply (haven't found the perfect response yet) and at the same time, if they do still think about me, then maybe leaving them on read will make them understand how I felt when they did the same thing to me.