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Six months ago my fiancee broke up with me that left me really devastated because I just found he had an affair. I went to dating site thinking that I can forget him by using another man. There I met Kostas who immediately did flew to see me. When I first met him I know I didn't really like nor love him. He forced me to have sex but this man really likes me and even want to move with him fast in his country however deep inside I know I am not really sure. I want to know him first but he is heading too fast. I am not physically attracted to him. There are times, we found ourselves arguing, fighting and him pushing me. He gets so mad at times when he doesn't get what he wants. But the good side about Kos is he is really serious being with each other and he was there at times I needed some comfort from my ex and life problems. But after six months, my feelings slowly vanished. I fear no man will be serious about being with me if I let him go.

After 6 months, I met a man named "Mario". At first it was like love at first sight. He is handsome and he has told me to he find me beautiful. We have a good time together like even if we do notsex we are enjoying each others company. We travel together and we eat together. There is no any negativity. All I know is I am happy when I am with him and I know he is happy with me too. The thing that makes me fall to this man is never force to do sex. When I rejected him, he never left and we still have that good conversation. By just hugging him. I feel comfortable and I feel safe. However, he said he hasn't move on yet from even for 2 years from his ex. But he said he really likes me so much. He feels happy around him.

My boyfriend (26 yo) and I are in a long distance relationship with different time zones. We FaceTime each other everyday, while cooking, watching movies, working and everything and can spend hours talking. But sometimes we’re talking and he’ll just go and start playing games online with his friends, putting his headphone and we’re still on FaceTime and it’s okay I think when I’m also busy doing something else but today he started to play without even telling me and I was watching him for a few minutes and told him I’ll call him back when I’m done with my friend. He sent me a message telling me he’s playing game with his friend online so I told him okay text me when you’re done and he said yes. But I feel mad about it, we don’t have all the time we want to talk specially during the week because of our work so in the Saturday we should be more available? I know he also want his free time playing but I would rather him telling me okay I’m going to play with my friend for some time I’ll call you back after than just starting to play randomly when I’m just doing nothing but talk to him. I wanted to go out today but since he was sick I decided to stay home and talk to him. He’s always the one calling me and everything so I don’t force anything. Am I wrong? Should I say something? 😅