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About a year ago i reconnected with a friend from school. We'd stay up til 3/4 just talking. Midnight drives. And obviously we got close as we have a lot in common. Well the problem was he had a girlfriend. And one of the drives we admitted we had feelings. He'd come to me with his problems in his relationship as she isn't the type to deal with emotions, angry a lot and abusive, his grandad recently passed so he needed someone to talk to. Things escalated (just once) and we felt bad so he told his girlfriend and we stopped talking. well a year on i met a new guy, been together about 4 months. And we are happy when we're together. Its just his family. They make snide comments which irk me and then we argue. Or my dad makes comments about him not driving, or when he was unemployed causing more arguements. Recently the ex came back in the picture to talk which has pissed my boyfriend off even though he won't admit it. With all the arguments i have been happier talking to my ex as he was there through a lot of my family problems. I can't talk to my boyfriend about them as he brushes them off or about my depression as his mothers convinced him without my tablets ill go psycho. Well its gotten to the point that my boyfriend will pick arguments to wind me up as 'he finds it hilarious' then make passive aggressive comments about my ex. My ex has been nothing but nice to me and has made it clear if i wanted to make a go of things then he would. I feel guilty about thinking about it but im not sure what to do? As he's still got his girlfriend he says he'll leave but he's said it all before.