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I met him in high school. I had a crush and we were friends but he didn’t seem interested. Then suddenly, randomly one day he did, I don't know what happened. He invited me to his prom, he was super chivalrous. We went on a few dates (this started towards the end of us being in high school and carried on into the first year of being in college) he treated me well but I didn’t feel a spark. He paid for our food or whatever we did, and I enjoyed his company but didn’t see it going anywhere. I didn’t wanna hurt his feelings but I couldn’t keep seeing him, especially with him paying I wouldn’t wanna take advantage of him. Anyways I got to the point I just made excuses when he asked to do something cause I was afraid to hurt his feelings even though I probably did regardless. Eventually he stopped messaging me and we haven’t talked since. I’m s few years wiser now. I can look back and see he treated me MUCH better than the guys I’ve been with since. I knew at the time he was such a good guy and I was so mad at myself for not being in love with him, I should be. Any girl would be lucky to be with him. Anyways, I wanna reach out and at least apologize and maybe give it a another chance, if he would even give me the time of day. I’m nervous too though, and I’m nervous to give it another shot and still just not feel any thing and potentially hurt him again, although this time around I would give him an explanation instead of just ghosting. Should I give it a shot or leave it alien?

When I was 13 I began get crush on my best friend and when he found out he stopped being my friend and acted like I didn’t exist.

when I was in highscool age 17 I had another crush and I talked to him few times but he didn’t like me back so I never had romantic prom dream come true.

Age 18 - I did meet one guy that liked me back at job but he was never a true boyfriend, that met family , took pics with me, holidays with me, nothing , we began date 2x a month age 23-25 and broke up. So I don't know if he counts as a boyfriend. Only til I was 25 the dates were weekly on our day off.

however from age 18-21 men never showed interest in me never.
I did get married at that time but it was a nonexistent relationship and he use me for papers only.

age 22 - I was sick 72 lbs. I couldn’t eat as I chocked on all food I tried to swallow& had severe anxiety. My life that time was be in bed all day sick with no cure.

now I’m 26 in 2 wks- no boyfriend

since June age 25 - I began trying to talk to my crush at job but it was hard as he worked far and quit. So we never met. Then since septmeber daily men show interest in me but no one talks to me or gets to know me or gives me ride home from job to bond nothing.
also septmeber a new crush showed up that looks like old crush his twin and he likes me so I began like him back.
but it’s end October and we still haven’t talked to each other yet. Last week e just stared at each other & both shy.

he works far like old crush did but he comes to look for me during breaks. I hope this wk we finally talk.