Girls, is it wrong to want to wear diapers?

[ashxesofthewake]

I don't know how to explain this other than that I was a bedwetter until 5th grade and that is when I stopped wearing a diaper. Also... Not to get too graphic. But the first time I masturbated I had a towel between my legs like a diaper to try and mimic the feeling. Do you think it's ok to live life with diapers or do I need hypnosis or something? Please only girls answer..

[Cristos]

Im wearing pampers all day and night. Every night before i go to sleep i let a big poop in my diaper and a lot of pee to make my diaper warm. I fall asleep in the messy pampers and next morning i go to school in the messy pampers. Sometimes my mom change me at the morning but if she sleeps i go to school without a change. At the school i poop more and i pee very much and when i arrive home i get changed by my mom. My mom change me every time its nessecery. When we are at the mall and i poop my pampers she takes me at the baby room to change my pampers. I started to wear pampers because of a wet bed that i had 5 years ago. My mom came at my room to wake me up and she saw my bed wet and messy, i had peed and pooped my bed, so she decides to punish me. She get at the super market and bought pampers. She laying me down and remove my pyjamas and briefs. She powder me and put me in a pamper active fit. She told me that i wasn't allowed to use the toilet. after 15 minutes i felt the urge to pee, i knew that i had to use the pamper so I left the pee come out and my diaper turned to warm. After 10 minutes i felt the urge to poop , but it was a water poop. my butt it was warm and messy. After 2 hours my mom came in and she asked me if I need a change , i replied no but she smelled the poopy diaper so she shout at me: don't Tell lies to me and come here. I came close to her. She told me that for punishment i had to stay in this very dirty diaper for the rest of the day. Then she left. After 5 minutes i had to poop very bad but my diaper was already full , so it started to have a big leak. After 2 hours my mom came back. when she saw the disaster of my diaper she said that I have to wear pampers for the rest of the month. Next day my nightmare was about to begin. I woke up in a very dirty diaper. My mom change me but she announced me that i will wear pampers all the day even at school. I start crying saying : mom please i don't want to go to school in a diaper. She grabbed me by the hand only in a diaper and took me at the kitchen where i face a baby bottle filled with milk. After the milk she took of my peed diaper because when i drink the milk i peed my diaper and put me in a fresh pampers. Then i go to school. That was my story about how i got in diapers. I hope you enjoy it.

[Cristos]

Your pampers is now dirty?

[Anonymous]

I am a ABDL "Adult Baby/Diaper Lover", also called "Age Play", and there are many more ABDL people out there then you realize. There are conventions and munchs (Vanilla get together in public), and there is even "Little Scouts" for those Age Players into Scouting.

As for me, I lean towards the "Adult Baby" side with some "Diaper Lover". This means that while I wear diapers (and yes I use them) like a "Diaper Lover", I also wear/use adult sized onesies, bottles and pacifiers, i. e. act like a baby. However, be aware, these terms are not necessarily universal, but that is the best way I can describe things here. Most ABDL hate labels anyway.
Yes, some people consider this very strange and even sick, but I have always been this way. Its always a source of comfort for me. I cannot really explain it completely in such a small number of words.

Also, I cannot understand why being a ABDL is any stranger the the BDSM or Shoe fetishism (or any of the other thousands of Fetishes out there). People are excepting of the BDSM lifestyle, so much so that they made a BDSM main stream movies about it (50 shades of gray). And before anyone asks, no I'm not a pedophile. I want to BE a baby, I'm not attracted to babies (nor would I ever want to harm another person, let alone kids)

Anyway, I think the best pages to get information on ABDL and Age Play are:

https://www.biglittlepodcast.com/
https://understanding.infantilism.org/
https://www.littlesmunch.com/
https://www.adisc.org/forum/

[Little_Blue_Fish]

Well... first, that isn't normal. Second, I don't think you need hypno or anything it's probably just a comfort thing. If you really didn't stop wearing diapers until 5th grade that just means you grew up with them and are used to them. No, I don't think people should wear diapers their whole life, that's kind of ridiculous, but, it's just a psych thing. when someone spends years with something, it becomes hard for them to live without it.

[ashxesofthewake]

How do you think I can get rid of this thing? I mean in all reality it is just a plastic garment and is irrelevant.

[HardToDescribe]

If you have a fetish, you really don't have much hope to get rid of it. But if your not hurting anyone, then it's your life and your decision. Some people hate on things they don't understand. If you want to have a relationship with someone, you have to be mindful of their feelings too. Just some advice, you will have more luck by giving back a little more than you want in return. And everyone is different, just depends on what both in the relationship are willing to do to make each other happy. No right or wrong feelings, only what you do with those feelings that matters. Hope you find what you want, take care!

[Cristos]

Im wearing pampers too. I poop in my pampers twice a day

[Anonymous]

I looked at your profile. You're an adult baby. A sissy, to be more exact.

Look, if that's your thing go for it, but make sure your GF is on the same page. I was in a LTR with a guy JUST like you, and I left him eventually because of that and some other issues.

[ashxesofthewake]

Why a sissy?

[ashxesofthewake]

What does ltr mean and how did this affect your relationship if u don't mind

[Opinion Owner]

Sissy because you're wearing her underwear. Sub. Forced feminization. You want to be publicly humiliated. I'm trying not to give you any fap material.

[Opinion Owner]

LTR= long term relationship...

I left because he was fucking selfish. It was always about his wants and needs and never about mine.

[Opinion Owner]

Look, I changed him too. I walked in on him using my vibe. You might very well BE him, for everything that you've said. Lol

[ashxesofthewake]

I love my girlfriend more than life itself and I never want to lose her. How do I kill this thing before it kills us? I'm being serious by the way. I revealed the diaper thing to her once and she indulged me for one night and next freaked out and made me swear I would get rid of it.

[ashxesofthewake]

I think the bedwetting thing and most importantly the masturbating thing fucked up something and I'm stuck with this fetish I don't want. How in the hell do I destroy a fetish?

[ashxesofthewake]

How did you changed him? You mean you destroyed the fetish? How?

[Opinion Owner]

Yeah, same thing happened here. He cried and revealed it to me, I indulged, freaked out, he promised he would stop, but he didn't. Then came the cross dressing and that took over for the next couple years.

I think you need to find a therapist. I think you need to do some research into why you want to be humiliated and if you suffered abuse, seek real help.

My ex, well... he became an alcoholic. He's in recovery now, but he's alone. Hasn't had a relationship since I left over ten years ago. I feel sorry for him, but I begged and pleaded with him to see somebody. He refused.

[Opinion Owner]

Sissy is the term, by the way. Not a pejorative. Just the name for adult babies that are male but wear girl's things.

[ashxesofthewake]

Hmm. Well I am def not selfish or harmful or an alcoholic. I have however gravitated towards other odd fetishes and things. I don't know why it is I want so badly for a girl to put a diaper onme and make fun of me. I would rather talk to my gf or friend about something rather than pay someone for talking.

[ashxesofthewake]

Also never suffered Abuse at all. Only thing is my parents divorced wen I was young. That's the only thing I can think of. My mom took care of me and diapered me until 5th grade when I stopped peeing the bed. Then came the first time I masturbated w a towel in between my legs and ever since then I've had a heavy diaper fetish that brought up other odd things. Although none of them dangerous or craZy. Maybe just gross.

[Opinion Owner]

No, I mean I changed his diaper

I had a miscarriage and it fucked me up. Made me realize I couldn't raise a child with him. That's ultimately the reason I decided to leave. He thought it was for another guy, my husband actually. It wasn't. It was the drinking, the selfish behavior, he hit me, and I couldn't bring a baby around him. I planned on leaving for six months before I did it.

[Opinion Owner]

Where do you think the cross dressing is coming from. You know you aren't wearing her panties under your clothes to be "close" to her.

[ashxesofthewake]

It is actually an attempt to get closer to her. I don't want to get into details but she hasn't been sexuall close to me in a long time. We use to be so sexually active and now we haven't been for two years. Just on special occasion. So naturally it drove me insane and I began sniffing her underwear. Wearing it. Even using her vibrator:/

[ashxesofthewake]

Also I have developed a strong desire of sexual humiliation so that plays a part as well.

[ashxesofthewake]

Sorry for information overload. Just trying to get a grasp on your similar situation. I love my gf and I can't live without her. But I can live without this stupid fetish. I know I can. Anyways was there any chance of u livin either baby thing? Why didn't you like it? Is there no chance for me to live with it?

[Opinion Owner]

You can keep your girlfriend and try to suppress the fetishes, but they're going to come out in some other way unless you see a sex therapist OR you can go ahead and break up and try to find somebody that's into your kinks.

I'm afraid those are your only options.

[Opinion Owner]

I stopped having sex with my ex except for rare occasions, too. I was really turned off, and it sucked. My sex drive is fine now.

[ashxesofthewake]

Damn well thanks for your input. I appreciate it. I really do. Sorry for the trouble you got in. Hope you find someone special.

[Opinion Owner]

There's nothing really WRONG with being kinky, just like there's nothing wrong about being vanilla. But, dear, it sounds as though you lack sexual compatibility.

[Opinion Owner]

Oh, I'm very happily married to somebody that I'm compatible with. No worries! But yeah, I have experience in this dept so...

[Opinion Owner]

I wish you well.

[ashxesofthewake]

Oh.. Sorry. Yeah Iduno I guess we were sexually compatible up until she changed my diaper

[Opinion Owner]

Same here... Then I thought I was the freak that unleashed him from all the role playing.

[kittykatbrat]

Just be happy doing u dude.
You don't need random strangers approval xo.