When my friends call me ugly, do they mean it?

I have a group of friends (only girls), and we're close, and sometimes one of them says a joke about the other, and we all laugh at it, but they're times when they get really mean (I feel it that way) and I don't think it's funny...
Sometimes, they like, make fun of my looks, and it really really hurts.. I know i shouldn't take it so personal, but it really hurts when they say something about how I look in a funny way, or when they give the impression that looking at me is like, disgusting
I have a really low self esteem, and sometimes like, I try to get over how I look, but then, one of them makes a comment and I keep thinking how ugly I am and how disgusting I might look
When my friends call me ugly, do they mean it?
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