How often do you feel Suicidal?

Every now and again I feel Suicidal when I Feel like My Effort at my goals aren’t going to work After Doing everything Possible to achieve them.
I’m not no Bitch And won’t commit suicidal after all I can’t Die it’s physically impossible until It’s My Time to die until the day I expire.
But How often do Any of you feel Suicidal ya know of course without Trying to be Stupid because Attempting to kill oneself is just Stupid and isn’t going to work anyways there’s been people that have Jumped off a 5 story building and survived there’s been people that have been shot 10 times and still Survived there’s been people that Jump outta a Air plane and Can’t Pull there The thing and then end up Falling into some Trees and Survive there’s been people that get shot and are thought to be dead but Lay there for days till they Get the strength To get back up so We all have an Expiration date that is clear to me
How often do you feel Suicidal?
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