Is being a guy soley into fat and obese women in America a blessing or a curse or both?

I would say its both if you're skinny and young looking and shorter than most guys around you (not that I'm insecure about), it's a blessing because fat is erotic to me but a curse because it's hard finding older taller than me single bbw or ssbbws who likes guys with my stature and shape. I'm near west Virginia hopefully there or even the deeper south has more dense population soft bigger si gle older tall women.
Is being a guy soley into fat and obese women in America a blessing or a curse or both?
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