Why don't I care about anything?

Now LA is on fire. Seems like every other day a some new chaos is erupting. My only thought is "Yup same shit as usual". And I know thats a terrible mindset to have. Its hard to care anymore. My own life isn't going the way I had planned or even wanted and this misfortune is so commonplace its becoming the norm. I've become incredibly desensitized. I should be outraged! I should be so disgusted by all this turmoil I literally vomit and breakdown into tears but I'm the same as always

Why dont I care about anything?
Why don't I care about anything?
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