What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?

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What am i supposed to say when i'm all choked up but you're ok?

That song really speaks to me right now, but in all seriousness i'm really fucked up right now. We have been together for 4 years, 2 years then i joined the army and it became long distance. She broke up with me about 2 days ago over a text saying " i don't have feelings for you anymore". Now i know having a long distance relationship is hard, but every time i went on leave to see her it was fireworks. I was going to propose the next time i went back on leave. I know it's not really a good thing but i relied on her for a lot of support. We talked every day/night if we could. She was actually the only person that gave me a reason to have a phone besides work. I know you're supposed to move on and give it time and a whole bunch of other shit but i don't want to. I don't want to do anything but watch the shiny shards of my life glitter on the ground and cry about it.
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?
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