I feel like my ex doesn't feel bad about breaking up with me or else why would he break up. We talked on facetime 10 pm till 5 am. I was just crying and upset.
He said he doesn't feel heard and has a bad feeling this won't work long term and he could string me along for longer because he likes me but doesn't want to do that because he cares about me. I kept telling him you dont care about me and will forget me super self-deprecating. He was like look I'm crying too only had a slither of a tear running down his face. he kept trying to make me feel happy i am ALWAYS super smily but he couldn't get one single smile from me. He even was like I'm hard thinking that might cheer me up but i was like does the wetness of my tears make you hard too didn't know you were into that. He was like i can't be with you you're too pretty for me.
I want him to feel bad, regret doing it. but i guess that's life. I'm sad.
