She agreed but was acting incredibly cold. No touching, no smiling, no joking, nothing. A few days in we had another talk and she just said it’s obviously not working out. And I said it’s because she has been putting in 0 effort. She keeps pushing me away. I am trying to act normal and trying to improve things but she won’t let me. I finally agreed to just give up on it and break up.
And since then she has been very snuggly, affectionate, telling me she loves me. Telling me how handsome I am. This is exactly the sort of effort I wanted before, I would have felt more normal with her. But now I am incredibly depressed, confused and frustrated that she couldn’t have done this when we were trying. Only now that it’s “over” does she put in any amount of effort. I am just so confused. 2 weeks ago, I was completely ready to spend the rest of my life with her, and when I begged her to just give me a chance she wouldn’t even try until after it was over.