He left me a year ago but we still talk like lovers. What should I do and also can you help me prepare a message to send him on my behalf?

We were together for years at online, we never met. we had ldr online relationship for some years. but for a year he says we are only friends. he doesn't accept me as his girlfriend. at first i really begged him to stay but he didn't. what should i say to him? help me to prepare a message to send him. I don't know what to say to him. I still love him, he says he loves me too but he ended the relationship because he doesn't want children. And his financial situation is not good either. I said I don't want to have children until our financial situation is good either, I said I will wait for you for years (10 more years), I will wait until you are 40 until you get your financial situation right, until we meet in real life but no matter how hard I tried, it was all in vain. He was very determined to break up. Can you write a message from my mouth? I'll send it to him and there will be clarity at the end. I hope he gets back to me because he says he loves me still. we still talk like same as before, like lovers. But for some reason he immediately closes the subject of the relationship and runs away. what should I do and also can you help me prepare a message to send him on my behalf? Even the thought of losing him devastates me. I love him truly.
He left me a year ago but we still talk like lovers. What should I do and also can you help me prepare a message to send him on my behalf?
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