I can't find anyone in my life and I'm desperate at this point. I just want to find love one day but I'm too scared that I'm undateable and unfuckable. I feel too ugly in my own body (and no im not overweight or anything) and im planning on saving up money for plastic surgery. It's just that every other woman I see on the street is smoking hot and I wish I was hot enough to attract someone in my life. Men rarely pay attention to me and let's be fair, having a nice personality only works when you're hot. No one cares enough when you're average or under. Men like you but they wish they found someone like you (only hotter) to date. I'm getting so desperate I might end up hiring an escort or hoping someone is just as desperate somewhere out there in a lonely bar. I just want to feel desired for once and I want to feel the touch of a man one day. I still haven't found someone to lose my virginity to. Any advice on what I should do? Should I hire an escort?