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Should I hire a female escort from online to meet with, in a hotel to me lose my virginity, so that I won't be as socially awkward anymore?

You see, I want to meet with a female escort in a hotel, in Downtown Chicago, but do it very carefully without getting caught, on a good day where there is no law enforcement trolling around the city, no stings in place being set up, because to me and the provider; whoever they may be that I arrange this meetup with, we will be
very discrete by making it appear that we are on a date together like a couple; since society generally accepts that. I also, want to add that I won't be like other clients; who emotionally and sometimes physically taunt and torment their providers, I won't be no pimp either, I will pick the one who has no pimp hopefully and not walk into something dangerous like a trap get robbed or something worse catch AIDS/HIV as I know from my research that is nothing to play around with. I will have legitimate protection, condoms which will not break.

I have the ideal date planned down to a tee, down pat, one hour for our time and then out, no expectations,
no love, no real connection. I am doing this, because of being hurt in the past, by other women, one after another always telling me in high school I just want to start trouble, I'm being a troublemaker, and calling me a dork to someone else, one of my old friends, to be honest, I never think of myself in a way that any woman or young women actually like me, anyway, I feel they are repulse by me, at least when I meet with one as a Professional they will be paid by me to forget about it, for one hour, all of this came about, because of my

Uncle dabbling with his friend in witchcraft, doing Q. u. i. j. a. boards and having witchcraft books, petting my head, doing rituals over my head, I thought that I should lash out and start meeting with Prostitutes, that way I will have a very legitimate excuse for why I do, plus it is one thing that I can keep to myself, aside from telling
anyone on here, that my family never has to know right away; until the next Out-call, where they come t
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Should I hire a female escort, before I become too "awkward" when it comes to sex, for when my wife comes along one day?
Should I hire a female escort from online to meet with, in a hotel to me lose my virginity, so that I won't be as socially awkward anymore?
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