As a gay boy, How do I pull a adorable femboy that is WAY out of my league?

Im 6ft and ugly and i have a nice body but my face is terrible, This boy is 5ft 9 adorable like an angel, He is flawless, Perfect skin, Perfect hair, Dimples, I sit next to him in lunch but i blush so much i can't even speak , I have sat next to him for 4 days and we have actually never spoken too each other, He has literally not looked at me once and i feel sick about it, Its like he does not even see me.
As a gay boy, How do I pull a adorable femboy that is WAY out of my league?
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