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[mattissebfan5]

I am massive introvert and something I have naturally developed due to mental illness I have had sex 1 time to escort I have no friends but I don't want any I have never had girlfriend I am confused what I want whether Sex a relationship do others get confused too

[awkwardddgirl]

Yes i get confused too and i have ocd and anxiety due to bullying in childhood and sexual assault. Sometimes i really want to be in a relationship and sometimes i am worried if i can maintain it or not