How can I react?

Am always trying to get away from him because i hardly believe that he deserve someone better than me.. But everytime i go farther he gets closer and he shows me that no matter how rude i am being, He will alwayys be there for me.. the thought that i can't be with hiim is always in my mind and i really can't hurt him.. What can i do please?
How can I react?
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