Is it wrong but I like a guy who I used to baby sit?

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I'm 4 years older than this guy. I used to baby sit him when I was 14 and he was
9/10 year's old.

He had older siblings but they had there own life's and there parents didn't think it was fair for them to have to look after him so paid me. Everyone used to think me and his big brother would end up dating but he was way too cool and popular to even notice me and if I'm honest I think his parents were hoping but we'd date and that's the whole reason they hired me but we were never into each other.

The guy I used to baby sit was a really fun, smart boy and would always loved it when I came over and he'd always have something new to show me or talk to me about. I always just thought of him as this little sweet boy.

Now he's 20 and im 24. I was invited to his stisters wedding party as my older stister was her bridesmaid. As soon as he saw me he came rushing to give me a hug and ask how I was. I was taking a back by how much of a man he had grown into.

I felt so wrong for even thinking to myself how hot he had gotten and that I was kinda into him now.

Later in the night we'd had abit more to drink and he asked me to get up and dance with him and he told me I was his favourite baby sitter and his stister shouted over "he had a crush on you for longest time" my face went bright red and we both started laughing.

He apologised on her behalf and I just kept nervously laughing and saying I just see him as that cute little boy still which was a total lie.

It got very late into the early hours of the morning I'd say when we all decided to go back to are hotel's. As I got into the taxi he graded me and gave me a big hug to the point my feet were lift from the grown and gave a kiss on the cheek and said how lovely it was to see me again and his stisters had to drag him off me.

If our siblings weren't there I don't know what would have happened that night.
Is it wrong but I like a guy who I used to baby sit?
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