I am sick of being single and heartbroken. I know it sounds pathetic but I had an online boyfriend for 3 years. The first time I lost him was when he decided to selfishly do drugs which led to him almost dying and then sent to rehab for a year. I thought he was gone forever and I had a history of guys leaving me I didn't know what happened. The problem is guys in real life don't come to me and if they do they are usually way older, creepy, or demanding and that's if I had someone pray to send someone to me. The other time a guy wanted me was only for me to come to his bedroom for a "movie". It's like people think black girls are easy. It's hard because I'm in Southern California and guys out here are already shallow. Then another time a so called "preacher" tried to set me up with a man way older than me who look like he was old enough to be my dad and I said I was uncomfortable. He backed off but came back and got more aggressive. He then "lied" and gossiped about me which turned half the "church" against me. Then the last time a guy WAY too old for me came up and started talking. He already had a girl and said "me and my girl are having problems and maybe we can get to know each other." First of all I find it strange he paints his nails and then he is trying to use me as a rebound. Fast forward to now this online boyfriend got locked up for not paying the fine of the drug he smoked because it's not legal in his state. He also is on the streets so he barley could text me. The last time he got out he said he would come out to see me and ends up ghosting. I understand that when you have no place it's difficult but completely ghosting someone is messed up. I can only get someone online because the only guys who ask me out in my state are either older creeps or weirdos who seem like they are in a devilish cult. I don't know why I attract these types of guys. It's never a normal attractive guy. I can attach a picture in part 2. I would consider myself average
Sounds like you just gotta expand your social network. Maybe try n joining a religion, Mormons for example have a separate service for 20 - 30. Hit up a music festival or even join a local coffee drinking group.
Concurrently work on yourself, make yourself someone people would want to be with. Do some cardio, eat healthier, drink more water.
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If they ain't coming to you, you got to go to them. Don't want to do that then you really don't deserve better. Sorry!
Life isn't fair. Also your complaint that attractive guys don't like you is very telling. Beggars can't be choosers hun. You need to decide how much you want a guy. If attractive guys don't like you ot pretty good odds that's be cause you're not attractive. Stay in your lane or don't drive.
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Guys in California aren't shallow except for the kind of dirtbags you keep going for.
Stop dating online.. that is stupid.. and why not give an older man a chance you never know he might be prince charming.. you sound shallow yourself with high standards.
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