Please I need some truth no bullshit honest opinions?

I haven't spoke to my ex in 2 months.. Tbh i was blocked on everything i sent an email other day and we bin talking again. She has moved on and seeing someone its not serious ( Same guy) she told me she misses someone that actul loves her that connection. My dumb ass is hooking up with her she says she misses my arms around her etc.. also told me she wants to be free basically talking to both us. I know it sounds like she a hoe but really she ain't.. she claims she not in love with me but cares a lot about me etc.. Me on the other hand loves her. Im not desprate had other chances to date but refused because my heart for her wtf is going on?

Please I need some truth no bullshit honest opinions?
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