Anyone on here know about personality disorders?

[Anonymous]

Last night was bad. We were all smoking and I had too much and my personalities split apart. I was a mess, switching between them and I think it's because I got a panic attack. I don't think it was as bad as I thought it was in the moment but I was trying to leave and people kept talking to me.

I overheard this girl I said bye to telling someone " I think what I just saw were different personalities."

I'm so mad at myself for losing control like that. I put so much effort into trying to assimilate with people and today was a day I feared since I was a kid.

I don't know what do do, how can I function when everyone can clearly see I'm crazy?

[Maybe_Maybe_not]

This is a medical topic, so I'm not that fine walking on these grounds, in the environment that is GaG. You should absolutely go for healthcare given the severity you describe, specifically a physician specialized in psychiatry, private or ER, but If you don't have access to mental healthcare then... This topic might be of help ?

But please stay away from psychotropic drugs as it is medically known to match very poorly with psychosis, it's even enforcing it

[Maybe_Maybe_not]

For what it's worth, I have reasons to trust @JSkye but she will certainly not replace medical care, because, in essence, she can't, no one could. Since it is medical.

[Asker]

I appreciate your concern and help but I just needed to say I didn't read your username till after your comment and it was funny.

[Maybe_Maybe_not]

No prob [:

[Summeroflove]

It’s very interesting but I think some of its demonic possession. It’s just different demons acting out inside of a person. I’m not saying this is always the case I have no idea.

But I think many cases are like this

[JSkye]

That's an interesting take.
I would argue against that point, but I would rather do it in a private arena than a public forum.
Not antagonistically mind you, but I wouldn't mind sharing my opinions on this via dm

[Maybe_Maybe_not]

@summeroflove
Ummmmm how do you actually translate your speech in a perspective where demons are not viewed as existing?

[Asker]

@Maybe_Maybe_not maybe, I thought I fought them a long time ago already. Which is a very long story

[Summeroflove]

@JSkye ok

[Summeroflove]

@Maybe_Maybe_not it could be a chemical imbalance. The brain is splitting things like that

[JSkye]

@summeroflove generally it is a trauma response; a coping mechanism the brain develops

[Summeroflove]

@JSkye in some cases yes it is but I think that sometimes it is demonic. Sometimes demons can enter through certain traumas especially sexual ones. They have different personalities.

It’s not that it’s someone’s fault but I think at least in some cases it’s demonic. Other times it may be the brain as you said

[Maybe_Maybe_not]

@summeroflove Quite frankly I see a strong ethical problem here, discussing anything paranormal in a psychosis context, which is medical, is really wrong in all possible ways lol

[Maybe_Maybe_not]

It would be like telling a person that just opened up about their arachnophobia how gigantic arachnides could invade earth at any moment. You know... It's upside-down thinking here

[Summeroflove]

@Maybe_Maybe_not demons are real

[Maybe_Maybe_not]

Apparently you're not listening to me :/

[Summeroflove]

@Maybe_Maybe_not ….

[JSkye]

I am intimately familiar with this subject and you are welcome to message me

[Asker]

Check your new follows

[SweetJoyGirl]

Have you been psychologically tested for it, yet?

[Asker]

No. That's a little complicated

[SweetJoyGirl]

What do you mean complicated?

[Asker]

I tried therapy at several different parts of my life and it didn't work. None of them wanted to do a test but I never felt like any of them could understand what my problem was anyway.

Now I have no insurance

[SweetJoyGirl]

Hmmm…well, personality disorder is not my area, tbh. I am more into family, relationships, crime, and environmental psychology/sociology. If you do need to talk, though, you can always message me. I will try my best to help you. If it is goes beyond my reach, I will gladly help you find a licensed psychologist in your area who specializes in personality disorders. 😊

[JSkye]

I feel for you in that regard. More than you know

[SweetJoyGirl]

As for insurance, maybe try and look into getting one for this particular reason.

[JSkye]

I am extremely familiar and have firsthand experience with a couple personality disorders myself, but I am not as connected as @sweetjoygirl seems to be. 🤷🏻‍♀️

[SweetJoyGirl]

@JSkye Talking to either one of us is fine. 💜💜💜

[Asker]

Thanks, I just made a whole other account so I'm trying to get it to a high enough expert to message you. I don't know if you can message me?

[JSkye]

You're anonymous, so we can't message you

[JSkye]

Dunno if we could message you or not at a lower level though, even if we knew what your username was. Either way, I will patiently wait for you to level up

[jahaims]

You shouldn't be consuming drugs if you ate mentally ill

[JSkye]

Why not exactly?
I mean, aside from the fact that they aren't good for anyone who takes them, that is

[jahaims]

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