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I have been giving love to each and everyone.
May they be positive words of affirmation, telling everyone they are worthy, being there for them at their lowest.
But I am at the lowest today.
And I find myself lonely, trying to put myself back together but everyone keeps saying let it go.
I am a bit broken today.
I was there, there for a girl all the bad and good stuff and I was not loved back. I get it that it's not mine or her fault.
I want to give my love and attention to someone and receive it at the same time.
I want hugs and kisses but why not me?
It's been like 10 years I am trying to find someone, but the one I like is already in a relationship, engaged, single but madly in love with someone who is not good, getting friendzoned each time.
Nobody likes me in that way, people find me dependable but not loveable.
Today it's breaking me.
It's like no matter how much I changed nothing was worth it.
I changed myself completely. gained weight (from 39to 60kg)
Got new teeth, gained knowledge, and kindness.
Confidence as well.
But still I get rejected by everyone.
May they be positive words of affirmation, telling everyone they are worthy, being there for them at their lowest.
But I am at the lowest today.
And I find myself lonely, trying to put myself back together but everyone keeps saying let it go.
I am a bit broken today.
I was there, there for a girl all the bad and good stuff and I was not loved back. I get it that it's not mine or her fault.
I want to give my love and attention to someone and receive it at the same time.
I want hugs and kisses but why not me?
It's been like 10 years I am trying to find someone, but the one I like is already in a relationship, engaged, single but madly in love with someone who is not good, getting friendzoned each time.
Nobody likes me in that way, people find me dependable but not loveable.
Today it's breaking me.
It's like no matter how much I changed nothing was worth it.
I changed myself completely. gained weight (from 39to 60kg)
Got new teeth, gained knowledge, and kindness.
Confidence as well.
But still I get rejected by everyone.
What Girls & Guys Said
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So, you’re the greatest and can do no wrong?
@HollyK21
Nope, no one is perfect or Great but I ran out of things getting better at, physical limitations or financial.
Physical ones can't be Broken now as I am just too weakened after surgeries.
I tried to gain my stamina and strength back but no luck.
Financial cause I left my job to get something else.
Worst at board games as I didn't get to play any when I was young.
I don't know a lot of things about investments but learning.
And yes I am jealous, I am jealous of others who are not putting in any effort and getting everything readily.
I never understood girls just choosing a guy who just uses them as objects.
That makes me jealous.
So if i do just be a bit flirty, I am cooked like I am a criminal or something like making me guilty for being flirty or cute even.
So they can say hey u look sexy?
And me saying you're looking gorgeous is unacceptable.
Biologically speaking, you are Homo sapiens male. But philosophically? You are an enigma. I, too, ponder my own immense complexity.
You're an anon on gag.