Rejected by my slow-burn crush and still flatmates—what do I do?

[Anonymous]

I got rejected after 6 months of beautiful friendship. We are still flatmates
We hold hands in the final days.
Like she also started clinging to me sometimes. And she asked me who I liked. And I was blunt and said you.

Things weren't awkward or such, she took it well. We still had good talks but she stopped holding hands, just about that.
And had a big fight when was on her period.
We didn't talk for two months but now she is again warming up.
But I don't give enough attention.
I want to be but I don't want to get used.
Now sometimes I want to see her, get her scent, or hold her hand or squeeze her face like I used to.
I wish everyday if l can get her back, but I know her nature, she is going to forget that I even existed.
All I want to get her.

[Nikki1989]

Yup, it’s all her fault and that damn period.

[Anonymous]

You never proposed her and asked her to be your girlfriend. U blurted out your feelings that’s it

[Asker]

Actually I did before that.
I said" I like you, will you go with me"
And her answer never came. And when she had another breakdown, we went out a couple of times after that, I didn't remind her about that ever again.

[Opinion Owner]

lol sounds lame

[Opinion Owner]

What do u mean , squeeze her face?

[Asker]

Oh like a baby you know cheeks squeeze

[Asker]

Hey tbh it's over but now I feel I shouldn't have asked.
Well I am just in a bad spot I guess I am missing the time which I spent with her.
And some of the closeness.

[Abbycado]

Sure, blame it on the period. Ffs

[Asker]

I am not but it happens, i forgave her about the bad stuff she said to me.