Questions: Dating

31F and anytime there is a shift in the consistency of communication, I assume they’re not interested. That’ll mean either I’ll make sure it’s a slow fade or just stop replying since it’ll be inevitable at one point. This person was one of the first in a while to talk about gaming on a similar level, not sure why the lack of replies? The conversation wasn’t going on long in the first place but the similar interest seemed slightly promising. I get it hasn’t been a full day yet but the change in response time doesn’t give a good feeling. I might sound neurotic but it’s a gut feeling, I’m not going to beat a dead horse. What went wrong? I’m purple and he’s grey, considering he’s 40M, I’d expect more maturity but clearly not always the case.

Link to messages: https://imgur.com/a/ZBB5CGF

I am on the heavy side right now, but making a lot of effort in changing that. So far down 14lbs in less than a week. Got a long way to go before I hit 118 though. Maybe by next summer I will be there.

Should I wait a whole year and some months to date?

The guys that I want don't seem to go for girls like me. But I have been with a guy who liked me despite my size. But I know that he's the exception. Most guys wouldn't go for someone extremely overweight or rather obese. And rightfully so. I wouldn't want to date me if I was a guy.

I'm disgusting.