why is it hard to get a job when I had so many jobs in the past? like I want work people do not understand that I do want to work. I just do not want work for just anyone or for nothing. I want work hard but not get stressed out. I want do work that I feel is interesting and important. I know my past and my resume doesn't look good. I just out of options and place to go. I don't know where I go or what I do. Also I have self destructive behavior sometime. Sometime I feel like I suck cause people keep saying that I do. they say that job I have are to easy. That I do not work fast or the job dose not pay well. Some are onley temporary jobs. When I do get a job that I like I mess it up after a bit. Sometime I wish the world would end. Some I want the job to end as a way to hurt my self cause it hurts when I loss job and go off on people. what wrong with me and how do I fix it? where do I go now? I have know skills I just work for anyone.
Why is it so hard to get a job when I had so many jobs in the past?
