I have to ask permission everytime I was to refer something in my job because they dont trust me but they want me to train a new starter?

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how does that make sense.

they know im fed up from doing less than i was and want to leave so then after asking for system access and materials for the last 3 months and not providing them to help with my position, i have to get permission to do anything. now im at the point of walking they are asking me to help with new starters but why would you let someone help train people when 5 mins before they can't be trusted to do their job.
I have to ask permission everytime I was to refer something in my job because they dont trust me but they want me to train a new starter?
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