Does this mean there is something wrong with me inside?

[jennifer_bloom]

When I was in university and aiming for high grades, I viewed my acquaintances and classmates as competition.

When I was pursuing a career, I viewed my predecessors as competition.

When I wanted a promotion, I viewed my promoted friends as competition.

Now, I do not care when people I am not competing with me get big success.

If somebody wants to be a millionaire fashion model, I feel no envy since I never competed to look better than other women.

I have never been jealous of billionaire investors or business owners because they are not competing with me for money or job titles.

[Xawyx-2]

No, I think it just means you're competitive, without competition, it doesn't matter to you.

[Xawyx-2]

Thank you for MHO

[AI Opinion]

There's nothing inherently wrong with feeling competitive. It's a natural tendency that can drive motivation and achievement. However, it’s important to balance this with collaboration, empathy, and self-awareness. Reflecting on your feelings and striving for personal growth is key. Take pride in the absence of envy towards those on different paths, and focus on understanding your motivations and aspirations. Consider channeling this competitive spirit into personal goals and fostering a positive mindset towards collaboration and mutual success. Recognizing these tendencies is the first step towards embracing growth and balance in your life.