I hate my family, I really hate my colorist family. Today my grandma said to me "Look how light skin your hand is your face supposed to be the same color" (I'm brownish light skin ish) and I said " U always bring skin color into stuff (Shit)" She even call me dirty while looking at my baby pics (I was a little lighter, Black babies are lighter and get darker as they age) and my Ugly light skinned mother (I Don't even wanna call her Mom) Said u was so pretty and light skinned. So today I told my mom I rather be not be in the black community if half of y'all are colorist (assholes) and my mom yelled at me and one time this bitch have the nerve to tell me "l wish I had a light daughter as light as me and dark skin sons" (And her ass took a chance with my dark skin Sorry daddy) I wish my family will just disappear and rot in hell. And my grandma so called pro black husband gave her skin lightening soap.
Is it bad that I want my family to burn in hell for being colorist?
