Recently old trauma resurfaced as I crawled out of a low frequency cycle of living. I started investing in myself, not consuming social media for hours, and I found out the fuzz in my head was trying to run away from old childhood wounds.
I know what happened, I know why everything happened, I was failed, it wasn’t my fault that I couldn’t succeed without support, it’s ok if I wasn’t strong at the time , I wasn’t supposed to be , but I am strong now, I’m who I’m supposed to be.
it’s been on mind lately that I never got an apology for the time my mother dropped me off on a busy street in the morning where I got hit by a car at 13 years old in front of Everyone at my highschool , she saw it and all my sisters saw it.
thinking back it’s so embarrassing, that’s so abusive , and recovery was painful as I did break a bone that no one would take me to the dr for.
All I remember was being blamed for jaywalking and oh you’re just so stupid. Nahh stupid is dropping your child on a street where cars are going 60 mph just because you’re trying to shave off 5 min on your commute.
she still hates me, she still wants my money. She be the one doing little curses wishing that I struggle with hardships.
if you love your parents, please let them know this holiday, it’s just so beautiful to me.
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It's ok to cut contact. I did, fuck em all. If you need to talk I'm here
No one is required to love anyone. You have free will.
You know what I am terrified to do? Confrontation to a mentally I’ll person that is 49 years old and thinks she is 21.
I’m so scared to say you’re not welcome anymore as she randomly pops into my home.
Is that something I have to work through in a therapy session? My boundaries are baaaaaad
I can't relate. It is easy for me to cut negatively out of my life. Stick with therapy it will do you good.