Do you have no friends? How is life like having no friends?

I’m 25 and never had a best friend. All my life girls were mean to me and jelaous. I was quiet and nice and only have encountered mean girls. Even as an adult girls r mean to me & full of jealousy. As I got older I noticed girls only are with bfs. I had a boyfriend too and he’s my only friend sadly. I grew up with no sisters or girls in my family. I never have gone out for fun to a restraunt or anywhere with a girl. I even have a Toxic mean ssiter in law. I don’t get along with my mom either she curses at me or calls me bad daughter when she doesn’t get her way and throws tantrum or calls me trash. I spend a lot of time at home like a single mom, cleaning cooking , Friday nights to me are at target or any other store for errands. It gets lonely and I have online friends here on gag only but no one in real life to have fun with that’s a girl that can be my sister not a fake bitch

Do you have no friends? How is life like having no friends?
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