What is the best way to go on with life when it feels no one is on my side?

[Anonymous]

I don't know why but it just feels like not everyone is against me but no one is in my corner. If that makes sense. Like some family has unfollowed me on social media, friends from my high school days and childhood have cut me off. Like I've not done anyone wrong in any way, and I try the best of my ability to stay out of problems and drama.

[Guy13]

Pray to God and ask for forgiveness and guidance...

[Asker]

I can try that but it just feels like I am trapped on earth by users and people that hate me. Like one of my friends from high school, I wouldn't ever expect him to use someone but it turned out to be me. He kept asking for money like 3 times but luckily on the third time I caught on before it was too late. But It feels like if I get into any argument or disagreement it'll be me vs everyone else in the room everytime. I know that's not always the case but it feels that way

[Guy13]

Oh, I see. You do not have control of your faculties. You let your mind wander without discipline which means both your emotions and behaviors are without distinction. You let your Systems run amuck.

[Asker]

I guess but i have better control over how my emotions impact my actions. Like when I was younger I’d get upset and just start fighting but now I just stay still and quiet. But what do you mean by “you let your systems run amunk “?

[Guy13]

Run amuck means go haywire but you stated that you have learned to control them so I made a mistake there. Sorry.