How do I deal with being alone for life?

[Inthecraphole]

I am 27 years old and never had a real girlfriend before. I seek a woman who has never had her first love before, meaning no previous romantic bonds with a guy before.

I found a girl like that last year who didn't even have a male friend before she met me. Sadly, when she met me in person, she discovered I wasn't her type. It is sickening and heartbreaking to me that she is now engaged to marry someone else.

I think she was my last chance.

I have been talking to a girl that is almost like that last girl... 18, Catholic, never had a boyfriend before. But I cannot get over the fact that she has male friends whom she had feelings for.

Anyways, I was trying to give her a chance but she ghosted me apparently.

So I am back to square one again. I feel so defeated.

[ShadezMcgee]

So your solution is to spam the same question and vent about the same failure rather than take accountability and work on yourself?

I don't blame her if this is your real personality and if this is how you act in public.

[Anonymous]

seriously, shut up about this! i see your posts everyday! just get a life! you're not going to get a girl that hasn't liked a guy before! your expectations are too high!

[Inthecraphole]

A girl can like a guy before as long as she is not close to him. Like I had crushes but I wasn't close to any of those girls. I crushed from a distance.

[kqueen]

oh yeah, the teenager fucker. Just fuck off and stop trying to get with children

[Inthecraphole]

This girl I am talking to is 18.

[kqueen]

Yeah, a teenager

[Inthecraphole]

She is a legal adult and I am still relatively young and in my 20s. Not a big deal at all.

[kqueen]

You're a decade older

[Inthecraphole]

But my maturity is much lower due to my Aspergers. She likes older guys anyways and says her family tends to marry with an age gap. I told her I anticipate on marrying her.

[moviedude714]

Reminds me how I've had a major mindset change

[Anonymous]

Get a pet, go to dog parks and meet people

[ChiPaPa]

You, sir are a fool.

[Inthecraphole]

Because I am trying to avoid the situation where if she were to reunite with someone from her youth that it would be a sweeter, more desirable outcome and they were meant for each other afterall? I am no longer a kid or teen. I can no longer say me and a woman met when we were young.