Questions: Family & Friends

I am desperate to leave our house because my father is narcissistic and controlling.

I applied for a work abroad and got hired as customer service. I grabbed the opportunity even if I didn't had no experience in taking calls because I was in Finance. I was doing well in the email and investigation. But when we had our channel exam, I both failed in "Calls" and "Chat." It was kind of embarrassing because I was the only one who failed. And, the team lead has no choice but to put me on the email only.

I am so depressed and embarrassed of what will others think of me. I didn't fly yet abroad, should I stay or resign from job?

Please advise.

I know a lot of us Have stories where family members are very mean to us. Weather it's insults, using us, being ungrateful towards us because they are Blood. a lot of them crossing lines and boundaries with no regards 😕.

Please share some of your own experiences and how you overcame it or if you're still trying to overcome it.
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