Sometimes I wake up thinking about my crush?

And sometimes I can't help but like start kissing my pillow and I imagine its her! lol. I feel kinda weird, but I look at it as kissing practice of some sort. I've never kissed a girl... :(

But like even just thinking about it I get all butterflies and junk! I couldn't even imagine the real thing!

*sigh* <3

I'm kinda embarrassed posting this, lol but has anyone else ever done this?
Sometimes I wake up thinking about my crush?
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