Being a teenage girl sucks sometimes. I don’t really have any close friends to tell these kinds of things to. Anyway, there’s this guy…Apple who I have for three classes. Either he’s two seats in front of me or two seats back. It just sucks because I have a crush on this guy. And obviously it’s like those shallow crushes I try to deny myself. I try to get the courage to talk to him, but I always feel so intimidated that I never do. He’s always either on his phone playing games, not paying attention, or talking to his jock friends. And he always has a serious face, but that’s just him. He’s pretty kwuel, but I can never have the time to talk to him because I’m nervous all the time.
What sucks more is that: I. SEE. HIM. EVERYWHERE. Down the hall, lunch, after school. Like, is someone messing with me? And I also discovered that he is a cousin of this buddy of mine who I hang out with after school…I don’t know what to do. I hate having crushes because I never have the courage to speak. And if I should speak up…exactly what about? I just need this out of my system. Crushes suck sometimes.
What sucks more is that: I. SEE. HIM. EVERYWHERE. Down the hall, lunch, after school. Like, is someone messing with me? And I also discovered that he is a cousin of this buddy of mine who I hang out with after school…I don’t know what to do. I hate having crushes because I never have the courage to speak. And if I should speak up…exactly what about? I just need this out of my system. Crushes suck sometimes.
