I love him a lot but feel like I'm being reliant on him to speak to me otherwise I get sad. I would love to see him but the circumstances are bad. I feel helpless but despite him being going through a lot in life his just so positive.
I don't know what to do but If I could really be with him then I would. The only thing stopping me is his country. Its just not safe even for him but I can't forget him even if I try.