This was a weird moment. Well, Im in a relationship now with another gal and one of my female best friend and I were hanging out one day. And we stayed drinking. We didn't get too drunk But... We were drunk enough to play a game of truth and dare.. That's when things took a turn. It started of simple.. But I asked this awkward question to laugh it offf.. The question in truth was: "have you ever jerked off thinking about any of your close friends" And she was like, I can't answer that.. We tell each other everything. And after a while she was like' ok.. its you'. she just literally confessed that she jerked off to me multiple times. I was like *sooo weird pause🙄. And she said for the past couple of months she's been having thoughts about her and me together doing it... and it felt sooo good in her head.. And the worst thing is.. Show said she once did it when we were sleeping in the same room.. 2 months back in July. She said when I comfort her about her previous breakups, that she feels good and gave her butterflies everywhere.. what the hell is this? Is this crush or something else?
I would think it's quite love yet, but certainly sounds like lust with some deep feelings. You need to tread carefully though as you have a girlfriend, you don't want to be seen to just leave someone if a better offer cones a long especially by this girl if you have feelings for her too. If you are too keen to leave your current girlfriend, this other girl might get the idea that it is something you would do to her too.
I think she likes you more then a friend and more then a crush. i would have a talk with this friend first to see where her head is at literally. then i would have a talk with your girlfriend based off said convo with friend.
Not sure why you care. You are being a disloyal partner to your girlfriend. Your question is purely the fact that you hope this girl that is “only your friend” has feelings for you.
