I'm in my late 20s. I have to face the music. Im not saying its good or bad to be like me, to be this way... Im just saying... Yeah... Of course i wish it was different but im an adult now. I can't really change who or what i am. I've also always been quiet. People ever since a kid commented on how im quiet and shy.
I tried for so long sp many times to think of myself as something else. But really i maybe just am miss shy and miss quiet and miss scared. Its not a conscious choice. I know a lot of people may blame it on me (the sufferer). I probably tried to in the past as well. Hoping that would help me somehow overcome the condition.
I guess i really do just need very understanding and smart people to be my friends. People who somehow have good chemistry and a good balance with me who accept me. It is hard to find people who can accept you, i think thats true even for other folks.
Cest la vie