Here's the story. We became friends and I later started to get feelings for her, and she for me as well. It was all very clear.. She even said she wanted me. We both had a lot in common. Thing is she had a lot of things on her head so she just wasn't ready for us to be together I guess but we kept flirting and all.
Out of nowhere she started to ignore me more and we no longer hung out. She started ghosting me. Later on unfollowed me on social media. Well I'll admit, maybe I was pushing too hard but I missed her. So sadly I did some things which i'm not proud of so she blocked me on everything. We called and she said she never wanted contact with me again.. I apologized. I asked if we can't have contact in the future, she said well not the ways things are now no. It broke me.
Especially after everything and the things we said to each other before all this. Like she never wanted to lose me, she can't and doesn't want to forget me and that I was so important to her and she cared so much about me. Hell she even cried for me.. Like was all of it just for nothing? Did she lie to me the whole time?
I even heard very recently that something bad happened to her so I texted her best friend if she was ok.. He said she was none of my business.. He never really liked me so i'm not surprised he reacted like this. I hope she'll come back. I still think of her every day and see her smile and all that. I do miss her.. a lot. I wonder if she even thinks about me.. it's been a month
