I’m just thinking if some of the girls that I loved in the past when I had nothing, still think of me? There’s only two girls that I wish would’ve saw my worth. The first one was my first ever girlfriend. She was the most amazing person, until one day, I found out she was cheating on me with multiple guys. I couldn’t stand that she didn’t care about me as I thought she did, so I broke up with her, and she never reached out to me again. Now she’s living in a different state. Probably married (who knows what?) But it tore me up for years. The second girl was with this chick I used to work with. I didn’t even view her as anything special at first. But once we started working all the time, I started to fall in love with her. I wrote her letters, and we would flirt all the time. I was gonna ask her out, but I found out she had a boyfriend this whole time. I was broken, because I fell in love with her. So I went through a phase of avoiding her because I didn’t want to love her anymore, but I couldn’t help it. So I told her how I felt despite her having a boyfriend because I was miserable. She ended up saying she loves me, but she also loves her boyfriend, and that she’s known him since forever. I took the clue, so I quit that same day. She started crying to me because we were planning to work closer in the next few weeks. I felt like we were soulmates, but doomed because of timing. Since those two girls, I decided to work on myself. I studied tirelessly, and now, I have a great career that pays well (I can buy a lot of things I could never afford before). I’m also in the best shape of my life because I was tired of being second best to girls I loved. And elevated my personal hygiene. I have my life together, and I’m talking to this girl. I sometimes think about making a social media so I can show those two girls my glow-up, but at the same time, I don’t feel like I should try to validate myself to them. They both made their choices, and I wasn’t their man in the end
Girls, do you sometimes think of guys that you were once in love with in the past?
