I am jealous of other people dating life?

I’m starting to realise that many men/women dating each other for their benefit. And me here, constantly horny virgin that can’t trust any men and sitting alone at home without any progress in life. I’m so jealous of other people that live full life, while I’m trying to be “good girl” and see no good sides of it. And how “working hard” not making you more interesting or attractive, meanwhile other girls trying different things in live, not being “good girls” and live better. Men too.
I am jealous of other people dating life?
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