I’m a stalker and I don’t know how to stop stalking this guy I went on a date with 2 years ago?

I feel like he hurt me and tried to use me after making me feel safe… he ended up ghosting me…but he eventually gave me closure but it wasn’t enough for a year I was very depressed and then it turned to anger… so I took revenge on him by harassing him and outing him to the point he threatened me and the police talked to me but it didn’t help… I found out he was married and I reached out to the girl

when will my pain and feelings for him end

I’m a stalker and I don’t know how to stop stalking this guy I went on a date with 2 years ago?
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