I hate that I imagine me stabbing myself all the time.

[Anonymous]

Every time I have a knife in my hand or see one I have a sudden urge to stab myself. It's be like this for a little over a year now and I don't know why I imagine me doing this to myself, I haven't really told anybody that I feel like this and I don't know what to do or what's wrong with me. I have never actually conflict pain to myself but I hate that I imagine me stabbing myself all the time.

[OceanEyesForever]

This may be hard but you need to tell someone you trust. Then when you have the feeling talk to them about it- let them encourage you and build you up. after a while, the urge will decrease and eventually it will go away. You may always think about it when you see an knife - but you won't have an urge. Keeping this to yourself may end bad later on.

[KatherineRose]

You probably want to feel that pain. But I suggest you don't cause that hurts like hell.

[Aizou]

you're insecure about something but you can't

find what "that" is from the depths of your mind(probably a painful memory),

so instead your brain wants to replace it with something else.

but don't inflict pain on yourself, trust me, it's not a pretty sight

watching your own blood leave your body..