Birthday plus the 364 days of your life to make things how you seem them to be fit

[legalboxers]

Everyone posts: What does XX age look like...

Well.

What does 44 suppose to look like. I dont know. I turned 44 today.

What am I suppose to see when I look in the mirror.

I see a man who has been through hell for ½ of his life. What have I accomplished:
Got my BS in Law and Government
On his 2nd year in his life as a paralegal (20 years)
Became a volly police officer since the job didn't hire him (15 years)
Joined the Civil Air Patrol (5 years)
Joined a CERT Team (10 years)

What has the man in front of mirror seen:
9.11
Death of his father
hardship (3 major breakups - 2 fiancees doing me wrong)
Hurricane Sandy / Hurricane Irene
Cancer scare for mom
2 blackouts
Caner scare for self.

His dreams shattered with the LSAT. Attempting to take it again...

Could I change. Sure. I could stand up for myself. I could let people stop walking over me, taking advantage of me. Let ex's ruin me and myself. But that change comes within. Starting within. But I dont hurt nor harm anyone, so I shouldn't change for anyone. But to pacify those who think I am...

♫I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make that change

[GoodGuyBreakingBad]

Thanks for sharing with us, pretty interesting Happy Birthday